Month: March 2008

Never Give Up

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Album: Never Give Up
Music & Lyrics: Alexis Vear
Secret: I wrote Never Give Up for my children. I think the words say it all! (smile)

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Life is never going to be that easy for you
But don’t let the world try to rip you into two
Everyone has got a big battle to fight
But it’s up to you to do what is wrong or right

My daddy always said the battle is to keep your soul in tact
But I believe it is just not as simple as that
You can be doing and saying all the right things in your life
But if you don’t learn to love yourself it will never be right

Chorus

Never give up, put up a fight,
Love yourself enough,
And everything will be alright
Never give up, put up a fight,
Love yourself enough
And everything is going to be just fine

You will have to learn to forgive and not be afraid to fail
Never get upset if you’re the center of some bodies’ tale
People will make up lies and some they will believe are true
But if you believe in yourself then they just will not seem so cruel

There will be times that you will question who you are
When you wish you could disappear and go away so far
You can never run away and you can never really hide
Because you are who you are no matter how hard you try

Chorus

Never give up, put up a fight,
Love yourself enough,
And everything will be alright
Never give up, put up a fight,
Love yourself enough
And everything will be just fine

My daddy always said the battle was to keep your soul in tact
But I believe it is just not as simple as that
You can be doing and saying all the right things in your life
But if you don’t learn to love yourself it will never be right

Chorus

Never give up, put up a fight,
Love yourself enough,
And everything will be alright
Never give up, put up a fight,
Love yourself enough
And everything will be just fine

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Fear

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Album: Never Give Up
Music & Lyrics: Alexis Vear
Secret: Fear was written at the same time as Peace and in the same airport. It is ominous to think as we were waiting for our delayed connection, and I wrote this, that it would be so foretelling of what was about to come. In my own life, I was tired of being afraid. Making every decision on playing it safe. So tired of thinking. just wanted all the fear in my life to go away.

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Fear, what a driving word
Fear, it can change the world and history
Fear, it can ruin your life quite certainly
Fear, what an all-encompassing word

Fear it makes you make the wrong choices
Fear it makes you lose your voice
What would life be without fear
I ain’t talking bout temptation my dear

Chorus

Fear why don’t you get out of me
Fear I hate you don’t you see
Fear to be who I need to be
Fear that won’t let me be set free
Fear of what others think of me
Fear of the evil surrounding me
Fear of drowning in a deep blue see
Fear of people depending on me

I aint perfect although I’ve tried my damndest to be
I aint the Dali Lama although sometimes I wish to be.
Fear of you loving me for me
Fear of how to love all of humanity

Fear I’m begging for you to leave
Fear I hate you don’t you see
Fear you got your claws in me
Fear I’ll kill you if you don’t kill me

Chorus

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To Another Mother

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Album: Never Give Up
Music & Lyrics: Alexis Vear
Secret: When The Shock and Awe event happened during the Gulf war… I was defiantly in shock. I was glued to CNN. One evening they showed a refugee camp. They thought hundreds to thousands of people would show up. Instead, one woman, and her 4 small children showed up. They videoed her in this little tent, with her children gathered around a fire making tea. I was so sad. I thought… I am no different than her. I just want to protect my children as she does. I wrote her this song. Part of it is what I say to her, and part of it is what I imagine her saying to me. I keep that woman in my prayers still today. I just can’t imagine what her life has been like, and if she and her children are even alive.

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Keep us safe
Please, keep us warm
Protect us from all this
Evil and harm

Hold us tight
Rid us of our fright
Don’t forget us when you go to sleep tonight

When I close my eyes
I feel a great love
But when I open them up
I cannot find a white dove

I hold you tight
That is all I know to do
And I hope you’ll hear me
Calling out to you

Chorus:
Keep us safe
Please Keep us warm
Protect us from all this evil and harm
Hold us tight
Rid us of our fright
Don’t forget us when you go to sleep tonight

Why can’t we live with one another
Without being cruel
Why does humanity become such arrogant fools
You and I both want the same things in life
For our children to live a life not out of spite

Chorus:
Keep us safe
Please Keep us warm
Protect us from all this evil and harm
Hold us tight
Rid us of our fright
Don’t forget us when you go to sleep tonight

I shutter from what could come to be
And wonder if there is something that I just do not see
I see you in a distance so far away
But in our hearts we’re exactly in the same place

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The Toad

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Album: Never Give Up
Music: Alexis Vear and S. Hensley
Lyrics: Alexis Vear
Secret: To be honest, I’m not very fond of this song. You can become the toad by calling someone the toad.

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You can Judge a book by its cover, you can fill the pages inside
But one thing that I know, is that the majority of people lie
I aint no rocket scientist, I aint no frickin queen
And I’m not into climbing the ladder, being part of that social scene
I may be misunderstood by a bunch, I may seem like I talk too much
But I’m just an ordinary girl, who cares about the wait of the world

Chorus

Exploit me, I really don’t care
The truth is what I know, though your not aware
You can build me up and then rip me down
You can spit on me when I’m laying on the ground

I may not be able to spell, and I may never be the best
But I know where people are coming from, and that’s a gift I guess
You can use my ideas to lift yourself up, where you want to go
You can use all my weakness’, to produce your great grand show
Honey I know the truth to your story, Go on make yourself feel good
My heart will remain feeling, as I know it should

Chorus

I’m a lily pad relaxing on the sea, staring up at the beautiful land
And you’re the toad that is jumping around,
Who is gonna  land in quick sand

Chorus

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The Burnin Fires

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Album: Never Give Up
Music & Lyrics: Alexis Vear
Secret: This song is my all time favorite. As I watched the bombs blow up in Iraq, I knew that every fire meant if not a quick death, than a long and horrible death. As horrible as the fire was, I also had the image of the woman in the refugee camp making tea, and how that fire was going to keep her family warm that night, and how absolutely beautiful that fire was. It is amazing how one thing can have so many meanings and purposes in this world. There are so many parts to a whole. All of us are made up of this complicated equation.

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I see the fires burnin, There burnin oh so bright
If it weren’t for the smoke, They’d lighten up the night
I got my fires burnin, right hear in my home
And I know you got a couple, Burnin of your own

Some of the fires that burn are, oh so nice
Like the one that warms you on a chilly night
Some of the fires that burn mean, Theirs an ugly fight tonight
Just look around the world and you can see this ugly site

Chorus

I want to
Put out the flames that darken the night
Turn up the heat in my one and only life
Fan the flames that ignite my fire and yours
The flame of love can bring us peace and keep us warm

I like the fires that burn from deep within
I like the fires that burn with a smoke that is thin
Like the fire that simmers inside your head
Not the fire that smolders
From words left unsaid

I don’t like the flames that make me cry
I don’t like the flames that are filled with lies
The smoke is gonna clear
The night is gonna pass
And the sun is gonna rise
And the day will end fast

Chorus

Put out the flames that darken the night
Turn up the heat in my one and only life
Fan the flames that ignite my fire and yours
The flame of love can bring us and bring us peace and
keep us warm

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Empty the Load

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Album: Never Give Up
Music: Alexis Vear and S. Hensley
Lyrics: Alexis Vear
Secret: After lighting that candle every morning… I realized that I needed to empty that junk in my trunk. I did hand over the keys to that car. Now my car is filled with some music and funk! Life is so unpredictable if you let it be, but wonderful if you believe in the goodness of the universe.

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I’m sitting here, contemplating my life
And this feeling inside, is without a doubt
A very scary thing

I took a turn where the road was at a tee
And now my life is becoming
So unpredictable to me
Let me know if I’m heading the right way
To Your Home, to your home

Chorus

I don’t want to go where it is that I’ve been
Down a road that seemed so thick but was really paved so thin
Lead me where you want me to go
I’ve never had control
It is an open road, and I’m tired of carrying the load
It’s an open road, and I’m tired of carrying the load

I’ve been driving my car, for several thousand miles
And I’ve seen a lot, that don’t make me smile
People being something that they are not
Dreams gone or buried in cemetery plots

Chorus

I’ll park my car, I will get out
I’ll clench my fists and scream and shout
I’ll hand you the keys, if that is what you want
Just take me home, Please, take me home

Chorus

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Melanie’s Song

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Album: Never Give Up
Music & Lyrics: Alexis Vear
Secret: This song was written for my friend Melanie’s wedding. She would call me about her big crush and tell me about how much she adored him. When they got engaged I wrote this song for them and sang it at their wedding.

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I’ve been waiting all my life for you to come
And now you’re here
My life has just begun

Now that I’m standing next to you
I know that it is true
I know we’ll figure out what to do

Chorus

I’m gonna breath deep and take this all in
Close my eyes and dream this will never end
Hold me tight
I know you love me tonight
I would die without your love

Your love has mad me who I am
And I’ve never met anyone
I consider to be more of a man

The way you kiss me burns inside
And with you is where I want to
Spend the rest of my life.

Chorus

Now that I’m standing next to you
I know that it is true
I know we’ll figure out what to do
I’ve been waiting all my life for you to come
And now you’re here
My life has just begun

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Trippin at the Door

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Album: Never Give Up
Music:
Alexis Vear and S. Hensley
Lyrics: Alexis Vear
Secret: I think this song says it all. My step was…undiagnosed dyslexia. My complicated brain is my greatest gift, and worst enemy, all at the same time. It definitely makes life very exciting.

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I lived a few years, and I hope to live a lot more
The one thing that I know, Is that you just don’t know
What the future has in store

I don’t want to be a preachin mama, I am really just like you
But if I could just tell you one thing
I know this to be true

Chorus

I spent a lot of wasted years
Tripping on the step at the door
And the harder that I tried to balance myself
The harder that I hit the floor

When I learned of this analogy, it made a little sense
So I decided that I might try to build a great big fence
I blocked the step I tripped on, but became a prisoner of my own accord

Chorus

Piece by piece the fence came down, and on the step I tripped again
Then the answer came to me, as I sat on the step with a grin
The step was placed right where it should have been
And all the lessons I’ve learned are the very lessons that live from within

To think that I could be grateful, for taking all those falls
Seems odd to someone who hates suffering most of all
There will always be a step; there will always be a fall
But focusing on the step, will always ensure your worst downfalls

Chorus

When you’re laying on the ground
Feeling black and blue
And you feel like your ready to quit
Remember what I’m saying to you
It don’t matter if you trip
It don’t matter if you fall
Just get up even if you have to start with a crawl

Chorus

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A Place In This Lifetime

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Album: Never Give Up
Music & Lyrics: Alexis Vear
Secret: I’m still the girl trying to find that place in this lifetime!!!!!! (smile)

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She was a little girl
With a woman’s mind
She wanted to find hills
That she had never climbed

But to find a way
To leave her life behind
The woman new
It was an impossible
Task to Mastermind

Chorus

How do you find a place
Right were you are
When you know you will
Have to travel so very far
How do you find a place
Right were you are
A place you can see the world
And be who you are

To be a child
With the world on it’s wings
To stand on a mountain
And sing all she could sing

Could she travel the mountains
And be who she needed to be
Could she walk away
But still have her family

Chorus

Could she explore the horizons
And still come home
To her family and husband
 She was a girl
With a woman’s mind
She wanted to have it all
All in this lifetime
She said tell me now

Chorus

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